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Jeffrey the Ghost of Self-Loathing

Writing was the hardest part for this particular comic because I had been plagued by Jeffrey for some time prior.  I had written and even sketched out an entirely different comic yesterday, but it was bad enough that I scrapped it altogether and slipped into a bit of a negativity death-spiral.

It wasn’t much use trying to be funny when I was depressed so I figured it would probably be best to just embrace it.  I thought of a ghost on your shoulder, akin to the angel/devil archetypes, whose sole purpose is to make you feel terrible all the time.  In exposing him I experienced the sort of catharsis I needed to shut him the hell up.  

Sketching was awesome.  Designing Jeffrey was easy (sort of an emo-kid version of our leading man), though I worried by the end that perhaps I’d gone too creepy with him.  Originally he didn’t have pupils and it made him a lot more terrifying.  

I had a nice opportunity to use perspective (which I’ve been wanting to play with for a little while) in the final frame and I think it was successful in conveying the mood I wanted.  I actually tried a few different variations on it before I settled on one that I liked.

And just so everyone knows, I’m actually even better at sex than I think I am.

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